Thank You....Oh Thank you.

*I don't know when you'll get a chance to read this. I just have to let you know that you are making the best decision for yourself right now. I am proud of you for gathering the courage it takes to be so brave. Always remember that you come first above all else, and you'll always find happiness. Thank you for believing in your own worth*


Today I'm sitting in the library at school slowly piecing together a paper. And when I mean slowly, I mean like 150 words an hour. At this rate (plus distractions) I should get it finished today. Maybe even before 5. Even if I do finish early though, I'm staying in town tonight with T as a precautionary measure, to make sure that it in fact makes it in on time. Why do I have this habit of writing papers the day they are due. I suppose I must like torturing myself. It really sucks.
Ewww...the A-Bohm just walked in. Looks like he lost some weight, but even so, the sight of him in shorts makes me shudder.
Speaking of weight loss, I'm down 4.5lbs on my new "man I need to shape up" diet. Feels goood. My goal before vacation next month is at least 10 pounds. If I can squeeze this ass into last years skort I'll be tres happy and unashamed to bare my bod at the beach come August. Paul and I are finalizing plans to go to Martha's Vineyard and Providence for a week next month and I must say I'm pretty stoked (do people still say stoked?) I've only ever been slightly across the boarder, so this will actually feel like a real vacation. I can't wait for a big bowl of steamy New England clam chowder and mounds of seafood. Mmmmm....seafood.
Ok, back to the paper before I make myself hungry.