I just sneezed 6 times in a row..ewwwww. I hate reading when it's for school. I always find more pleasure from reading when I know I dont HAVE to learn from it or find the right message from it. I could read the same poem at 2 different times, for school, and not, and have a different experience for each time. This is one of the oddities in my life that troubles me on a daily basis. Nothing to yanks hairs about though, theres no way around it. So, before I dive into 3 hours of reading (for school) I thought I would let free the floating thoughts in my mind so as I will be able to concentrate on the content that will be forced into my noggin. Why is it that when you have a sudden little surprise of income, you feel that there are a bunch of things you have to have right that second? This always happens to me, and I am very proud to say that today, i resisted the urge to go into a used bookstore, and Hock shop near my house. Mind you, I will be walking by them again 2wice today, so we'll see how well I hold up. But really though, why dont I ever treat little bursts of money as non existant and use them to pay my debts? Why? WHY?! Well because spendings more fun I guess. I can always use more clutter...i mean, more useful resources in my collections.
I woke myself up this morning with a cry, one of those "Oh" 's. It was such a sad yet strange dream. I was in my grnadmothers basement, which has been for the last Id say 2 months a very popular setting for my dreams (why is that?) and my dear Kitty was giving birth, only it was my sister giving birth for her..hmmm. Anyway, she had a mouse for her litter. Just one mouse. I could talk to Kitty, and she understood what I was saying. She would even nod to me to acknowledge that she understood. The sadness arose when I gave her a beautiful lined box for her and her mouse to lay in. As soon as they layed in the box, they both died. And It was my fault. Thats when I started crying in my dream, and woke, sitting straight up in my bed. Man, im strange. Someone psychoanalyze me..please, I beg of you.

Word base of the day: AM- meaning to love, giving us words such as amourous and in french: amour. Use one in a sentance today!!
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