With 2 hours left before I seriously have to get ready for work ( my last shift before home! woo hoo) I am debating whether to nap or update my blog. I was hoping to do both, but as I tried to force myself to sleep, I kept tossing and turning, just thinking of the upcoming week. I cannot wait to pull into the train station and give Tara and Todd the biggest hugs. I miss you guys so much. Its hard to believe we've gone nearly 5 months without having one of our card nights, or Timmy trips. Several hugs and snapshots are in order.
Even more, Im excited to see my sister. We've never been apart this long. Heh, I feel like crying just thinking about it, but then , that could just be those danged hormones acting up again. Goodness knows they never give me a break. And then I think how quickly this week will go by, and how I won't be with them anymore. How long until I see them again? Another 5 months? I hope not. I know my lease keeps me chained here until I pay my June rent. Grr. Well I can say that although the end of this week will bring many tears, from those tears will come smiles, as I will be spending another week with Paul, something im really looking forward to, and all of this excitement begins in less than 18 hours.
All morning I've been downloading cheesy soft rock music. The kind of stuff I used to hear on the bus on the way to school in like grade 2. Heh, right now playing is Glen Medeiros, "Nothings Gonna Change My Love for You" Man, I didn't even know the whole song, but in remembering all of the Richard Marx sort of songs I wanted to download, in my head popped the chorus of this song, and I had to find it. Took me a bit of searching, since all i knew was like 4 words..but I got it! yay me:)

One thing I noticed yesterday as i was stuck in the walk in fridge at work, trying to lift a box of broccoli....Im weak. I have no muscles. Which, makes me feel a little wimpy. Ive always thought myself to be sort of butchy, but butches at least have strength. This in turn has sparked the idea in my head that I want to work out. Ive always hated weights, preferring more the eliptical trainers or bikes at the gym (starts song over again...3 time in a row)...anyway, yeah...im going to start pumping da iron.(hopefully)

I feel like im writing a wildmind right now. Theres no real structure to my writing today..no message to get across. Just letting my fingers flow across the board, finding the right keys and doing what they have to do to spread my brain aross this psuedo 'page' Can it be called an actualy page if its not on paper. I mean I know its a web page, but did the word 'page' just adapt a new meaning to suit the internet, or does its actual definition allow for it to describe what you are now seeing on your computer screen. Hmmmm.maybe I really do need that nap. Ill no doubt drop a line in tonight whilst im packing...which of course ive left to the last minute. Nothing like a good all nighter so as i can sleep on the train all the way home tomorrow:) Till then my loves.
Ta.