sometimes being honest is the hardest thing to do, or even scary. But honesty is my number one priority with all of those I love, and even people I dont know. I believe in being honest with yourself and everyone around you...no matter how hard it may seem; its always worth it to tell the truth. I had a choice to make today, and I went the honest way...fearing what might happen. I was almost shaking. But it was ok. I think sometimes i have trouble in such a messed up world believing that these incredible personlity traits still exist. Im so grateful for the understanding and compasion that this person displayed when i was hurting. Knowing that he trusted me, and knowing that things arent always as terrible as you may think they are is such a comfort. i feel like im not making sense today..so im just going to shush. End note: I know im happy. I feel it from the core of my being. And thats the greatest realization:-)